Sincerely, Me

Happy Birthday Babyboy!

I hope your day was swell; filled with relaxation and family, since tomorrow will be about the buds. I know that it’s been pretty hard trying to stay up for these past few months, but I really would like to take this time and tell you how much I appreciate you sticking by all the bs I’ve shoved in your face. You really aren’t giving up on this despite me barely hanging on. You’ve done so much for me and have taken so many things into considerations, most especially things that I want/have been wanting to do. I want to finish this post by telling you: you don’t deserve any of the crap I’ve been giving you, you’ve done nothing wrong and in fact you deserve someone that can treat you way better than I am right now.. I’m not 100% confident where I am still, I mean who really is? But I definitely want to work on deserving you and being that better someone that YOU DESERVE.

I love you for however long and happy 20th birthday sweetheart <3